Oh Mind of mine.. NO greater foe than you...


Just Another Day...silently Screaming, I do plea Oh Lord end this griefJust Another Day...
This shadowed heart that bleeds
No tourniquet will end this death This loneliness begging breath
To flee, to woe, to never know My mind sees me true Damning being I dig through
No escape, this dark cave My tavern of decay My eyes its bleak Soul, its sleek Burning ice, frozen twice..
Ever logic my mind, razor dice...
An end. to and End.. ~sad eyes~ never nice...


Overwhelming DevelopmentDrip.. Chaotic burst, contact Depression arise, lifeOverwhelming Development
Trickle.. Ripple in a puddle, distress Pulsing gloom, inside
Dribble.. Surface pond, obscurity Numbing cold, empty
Pour.. Pounding sensation, anxiety Reclaiming sorrow, dying
Flood.. Hounding persecution, promising Waves crashing, expire...
12/10/04


No-Title-3Slumbering constantlyNo-Title-3
Never a waking stage
Mind closed
Screaming from reality?
No! ~gritting teeth~
From burning emotions!
Caged Insanity!
Urges unseen from thee..
A Blood Thirst!
Hunger that grows...
Strong desires
Locked away
Pulsing within from every place
Surging through my veins
The start of Insanity?
The cause of a deadly shame?
08/07/04


No-Title-2To die a slumberNo-Title-2
To wake anew
To drink not from wilted petals
Ah!
Tis but a dream created by a darker sorrow
A day where Death sings eerie clear
Black melodies caressing knifly through
A want..
Simply denied by Love
And sought through sadness
Nothing more...
But the thought of a shameful End
It scares me not
Preferred over a melting prolonged Death
But Love steals my heart
And stays my hand
Yet crumbles my mind from depressions wrought
Though Death's locked behind Loves gate
It's sadness digs


Gentlegentle traced the lines of my open palm and gazed into my crystal heart,Gentle
unflinching, as secret tears fell burning ashes on his face, fell away as petals from a wilted rose, thorns and embers nothing compared to my innocence. but i held his hand and pressed its bleeding hunger to my apathetic thirst, replacing suicidal solitude with something like rebirth. gentle augury, white cruelty, pale hope a pigment of the wind, as found when permanence was never intended, but wished for by unaccustomed fingers, on moons and poetry, on dreams of the ot


nought but dustno. not the trees.nought but dust
the whole world could implode, but save the trees. no. that would be stupid, too.
so save everything, and let them sit back in their own shadows,
and not even & say & thanks to their own misery, their own silence, their diamonds...
theirs and everyone else's.
society is a slut.
ungracious and manipulative and empty.
sold her soul to...to everyone else. for diamonds...to cold, lonely diamonds... capitalist knick-knacks, just more stuff to dust.
dust my soul. dust it undusty.
trusting your wings' soft feathers, you
ONCE, when I wandered in the woods alone,
An old man tottered up to me and said,
“Come, friend, and see the grave that I have made
For Amaryllis.” There was in the tone
Of his complaint such quaver and such moan
That I took pity on him and obeyed,
And long stood looking where his hands had laid
An ancient woman, shrunk to skin and bone.
Far out beyond the forest I could hear
The calling of loud progress, and the bold
Incessant scream of commerce ringing clear;
But though the trumpets of the world were glad,
It made me lonely and it made me sad
To think that Amaryllis had grown old.
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pity i the bonsai, prettily stunted slaves. they are the victims of inhumane felicity, fine artistry, made.
and woot!*blushes* that i'm your favorite.
you're still the best dark chocolate..
lovies
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pity i the bonsai, prettily stunted slaves. they are the victims of inhumane felicity, fine artistry, made.
welcome to dArt! and stuff and things.
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pity i the bonsai, prettily stunted slaves. they are the victims of inhumane felicity, fine artistry, made.
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